The Adulterous Wife: My Testimony

This video is the testimony of my life, this is the sin that I was living in when I repented when I came to JESUS. I was born of JESUS’ spirit after I’d repented of a lifestyle of living as the sinful rebellious wife. MEN have created their own definition of marriage!! A REAL marriage before GOD is when a man and a woman marry each other neither having been married before. That is a covenant marriage before God. When you make that commitment before Jesus and to your spouse, He expects you to KEEP that vow, till death do you part, no matter your circumstance and situation, He will give you the strength to obey all that He commands of you to remain faithful to your role to your life-long covenant and commitment as husband/wife. Read the book of Hosea and ask Jesus for understanding. There are many who claim they can remarry but if you go to JESUS and you REALLY want to understand His heart, He will tell you the truth! FEW are willing to accept the truth about marriage because the way is narrow, but JESUS’ counsel is perfect and He will heal and comfort your heart if you’ll allow Him.

The Invisible God Made Manifest

JESUS allows me to feel His heart daily as I see Him and hear Him in spirit because I walk by His spirit, I seek Him with my whole heart and choose to obey Him and in doing so I’ve learned to take part in the suffering and joy with my Lord as He takes part in suffering and sharing joy with me.  I am not alone, thank you JESUS!!! You don’t have to be alone anymore either!!! There are many times when I’m in a room full of people and I am misunderstood and made to feel invisible by most because my language is my Father’s language, which is spiritual, peculiar and not understood by most. So you see, JESUS knows how it feels to be misunderstood!! He knows the pain of enduring the rejection moments by His earthly kin and acquaintances as they would gather around and become silent or they would direct their attention to vain things because they did not agree with His ways.  Jesus knows what it’s like to long suffer by continuing to love people as they live to hate Him and reject His heart. JESUS cares for every moment when a heart feels unloved and invisible, HE UNDERSTANDS rejection more than anyone else. JESUS also takes part in the sufferings of His children when they are feeling alone, misunderstood or overlooked as Most will separate themselves from His children too because strangers are rejecting His Holy Spirit whom lives in His children.  I love being close to JESUS, He is the protector of my heart, my perfect peace and comforter in all things. His children love to comfort Him and they desire to protect His heart from all pain. JESUS shares this part of His heart with me quite frequently and recently He commanded that I share this with you…

ARE YOU FEELING INVISIBLE? Jesus understands your pain of rejection and the lack of love, JESUS cares, after all….He is the invisible God to MOST as most don’t acknowledge Him and His love in all things. His heart is grieving for those who do not look His way, from each moment that passes by and each day that is lived by MOST in selfishness, JESUS is neglected, rejected, hated and ignored for no reason at all.  Most are all about serving self and embracing the world and the temporary comfort it provides.  JESUS offers a love that this world CANNOT and will NEVER fill. Do you feel like people don’t take the time to listen to you and do you feel as if your loved ones lack to know and understand you completely? Jesus knows what that feels like too, even though some people are aware of His existence they still lack the desire to truly communicate with His heart, most aren’t interested in getting to know Him on a deep intimate level. Most do not understand that our Creator wants a deep intimate relationship with them DAILY.  I have seen people talk about God as though He’s floating on a cloud somewhere or looking down from the heavens above, they assume that God’s in control so there’s no need to make the effort to talk with Him. The whole idea of talking to Him and Him talking back seems alien or strange to most in this world. Most aren’t aware that He is the God who desires to manifest Himself to each heart in spirit and in truth. Most of this world assumes that His children are insane when they share about when they hear from God. (Not usually by audible communication, but by His wisdom and understanding through the spirit), so most assume that His true children are strange, legalistic and that they have taken their love for JESUS “too far”. But what most don’t understand is that Jesus IS REAL, He is a real person with REAL feelings and He is searching for the hearts that will allow Him to become LORD over their entire life.  His will is to manifest Himself to you that you may communicate with Him on a daily basis and share in His love, that He may become apart of all your thoughts, decisions and your hearts desires. JESUS wants a relationship with you, that He may manifest Himself to you completely. When one cries out to Him with all their heart, Jesus will answer and when He chooses to reveal Himself to that person then He will no longer be the invisible God! But to those who continue to ignore His knocking, He will continue to hide Himself, and why shouldn’t He? He has every right to keep His heart hidden to the hearts that will not love Him in return.  JESUS desires His children to comfort His heart by choosing to do what is right, if a heart is not willing to submit to His Lordship, then He will not manifest Himself upon that soul.  You wouldn’t give your heart to a complete stranger whom does not care to get to know you, nor cares to spend time with you, would you? Neither will JESUS, not unless the stranger is willing to get to know Him. He is looking for the heart that will embrace Him in return willfully.

Those who seek Jesus with their whole hearts are rewarded by being beckoned into His Kingdom (JESUS’ heart), which is also the most intimate covenant and friendship!  JESUS continues SPEAKING to the hearts upon this earth because HE LOVES EVERY HEART AND HE CARES FOR EVERY SOUL. JESUS knows your pain, your loneliness, your rejected heart and HE cares. His eye is upon you at ALL times, He understands your heart, your struggles, your entire life story and He suffers as He continues to watch you make destructive decisions that cause you to continue to suffer the insanity routine of sin, and remaining under the curse and the bondage of satan. You are certainly NOT invisible to JESUS!!! JESUS Himself created you from the very depths of His heart.  The motive of His heart in creating you was that you may share intimacy and eternal love with each other! His desire is to heal the hearts that are broken and lost by baptizing them with Himself and counseling each heart to LIFE.  JESUS loves you so much. JESUS will manifest Himself upon you IF you will seek Him with your whole heart, mind and soul daily. JESUS is very real, JESUS manifests His heart, His countenance, His supernatural presence, His peace that surpasses all understanding, He reveals the fullness of His Holy Name to those who seek Him and He manifests His kingdom upon all whom love and obey Him with all their heart!  JESUS hides His heart from strangers, but He is WILLING to reveal Himself to any who will come to Him. His will is that all come to repentance. JESUS is inviting you and all upon this earth to come and dine with Him daily, to become His friend by communing and agreeing with His heart and by eating the bread of life that He offers, which is Himself. His will is to baptize you with His spirit!! Those whom obey Him and apply all of HIS counsel to their life daily are truly blessed!!!

Have you met JESUS in spirit? Do you truly know Him? You will know for certain if you have met JESUS, there’s no mistaking the moment, there’s no forgetting the moment of meeting your Creator! If you are uncertain if you have met JESUS, then you have not met Your Creator. One must be born again to enter into His kingdom, JESUS IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN!!! Those who meet Him will have a supernatural experience, they will feel His presence strongly, HIS love, His judgement, His mercy, His wrath, and so much more within those precious moments of meeting the King of Kings. Those whom meet JESUS will fall at His feet in full submission being filled with LIFE.  JESUS HIMSELF, YES, GOD ALMIGHTY comes to the very location in spirit of the heart that cries out to Him in spirit and in truth. Those whom are born again physically FEEL His presence pour upon them, it’s a very real event that takes place. JESUS wants to pour His spirit within you, He desires for you to be born again!! DRAW near to Him with all your heart, mind and soul, continue to seek Him daily and ask Him to baptize you with His spirit. Meeting JESUS is a knowing that you know that you know, that you just met the KING OF KINGS.  Meeting God Almighty is not a moment that a heart can forget unless they have chosen to walk away from Him and were blinded once again.  Many have tasted and have seen His goodness and they have walked away, but those whom love Him will not forget Him and He does not forget His children. JESUS has so much to share with you, call upon Him right where you are and pour your heart out before Him, JESUS is willing to forgive you and to comfort you right where you are.

If you have met JESUS in spirit can you please share your experience in the comment box below?  If you are uncertain if you have met Him, then you haven’t, you would know if you have, would you like to get to know Him today?? He desires to manifest Himself to you right now, don’t miss out on the LOVE that you have been searching for your whole life.

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Colossians 1:14-20
14 Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist. And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things he might have the preeminence. For it pleased the Father that in him should all fulness dwell; And, having made peace through the blood of his cross, by him to reconcile all things unto himself; by him, I say, whether they be things in earth, or things in heaven.

Hebrews 4:13
Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.

Hebrews 11:27
By faith he forsook Egypt, not fearing the wrath of the king: for he endured, as seeing him who is invisible.

Romans 1:20
For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse

Talk To Me

JESUS told me to create this video for you, that you may want the intimacy that He so desires to have with you. This song has been our song for quite awhile, I hope that it blesses your heart and encourages you to draw near to Him.  JESUS desires you to seek Him with your whole heart, mind and soul, that you too may know His perfect love =)   JESUS desires for you to know Him intimately, He is seeking the hearts that will love Him willfully. Ask JESUS For His spirit to fill you, repent of your sins and draw near to Him with all your heart, mind and soul. Trust and obey JESUS daily, He is able to help you to endure to the end if you will place your trust in Him. JESUS’ will is for all to come to repentance, He loves you so much!

(Song: “Talk to Me” by Chuck Girard)

The following words are what Jesus told me to write and to share with you all… I added these words to the video as well.

TO YOU, FROM JESUS !
“I desire to be the one who comforts your wounded heart.
Talk to me.
I’ve created a place for you to go daily, no one can take it away from you IF you’ll seek and love this place with all your heart. That place is Me.
My desire is to hold you, comfort you, to give you peace, to be your serenity and strength you need.
My will is to mold you and shape you into My masterpiece, to begin and to finish a good work within. Cling to Me and let not My word depart.
You were with Me in the beginning, I created you from My heart to love you and to be loved by you.
I know the burdens that lay heavy upon your heart.
TALK TO ME.
I created the galaxies, the sun, the moon, all creatures, flowers, the trees, the clouds, the earth and all its beauty for you and Me to enjoy together!
I created your smile that we may smile upon each other.
Talk to Me.
I created eternity that we may spend it together, I AM eternity.
There is an eternal gift of LIFE that I’m offering you.
I laid down My life as the perfect sacrifice that I may be yours forever, IF you’ll apply My counsel and turn from your wicked life.
Trust Me.  Take My hand, walk down this narrow path, pick up your cross and follow Me.
I AM the narrow path.
I AM inviting you to REMAIN in my Love.
I Love YOU more than you can comprehend. I have so much more to share with you IF you’ll call upon Me to be your friend.
Seek Me with your whole heart that you may one day be My beloved, spotless wife.
I AM the perfect hug that will embrace you until you are ready to be let go.
Come to Me as a child.
I will not force My love neither will I rush intimacy, I AM searching for the heart that will embrace Me in return willfully.
I desire to give you My undefiled heart.
I AM the one who has been calling you near… I AM the one who will forgive your sins if you’ll repent.
I desire to give MYSELF to you completely.
I AM GOD Almighty.
I AM the one who loves you.
I AM HE.
Talk to Me.
I AM the one true Living GOD, The King of Kings.
I desire to know you intimately.
I will come and make my home within you, IF you choose to love and obey me.
Talk to Me, I LOVE YOU.”
LOVE, JESUS

(note: This video was created for encouragement and personal use only, this video is not being used for commercial purposes.)

Do you and Jesus have a song?

Are you an alcoholic? Do you want to be free?!!

Jesus would sit on a curb and talk with an alcoholic who just walked out of a bar with a drink in his/her hand. Jesus knows how to have a heart-to-heart conversation that cuts right to the soul. Jesus could touch that persons heart so perfectly in a such a way that they could be seen dumping his/her drink on the ground as Jesus embraces them with His love. I have seen JESUS do this in spirit, I was that alcoholic!! Jesus was so gentle and patient with me when I was in the process of giving up alcohol for Him back in 2009, He ENCOURAGED me and LOVED me in a perfect way that was not condescending and that is what motivated me to please Him, He rooted for me the entire time and then took away the desire of the drink completely. I’d be a fool to go back into a liquor store or a bar when I become heavy-hearted, I run straight to JESUS!!!!! HE is my daily drink of LIVING water, He is my LIFE, I wake up sober minded everyday now!!! Jesus is the first face I see each day and HE’S SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! Thank you Jesus!! ♥ Jesus can rescue you too from the bondage of drinking, He knows the deeper roots of sorrow that lay heavy on your heart, He wants you to talk to Him, JESUS died to give your soul life!! He loves you so much, you can trust Him!

EVERY detail of your heart matters to JESUS !!

Jesus pays attention to details and that’s a very rare and beautiful thing, He has told me that every detail of my life truly matters to Him. Jesus is so gentle and sweet, He speaks to me with such loving-kindness. His tone of voice is perfect as is His countenance, it’s like He and I are the only ones who exist in the times we are alone. He is so laid back, He is a gentleman, His sense of Humor is perfect, I Love His heart!!! He is so patient with me, He listens to everything that is in my heart and He always gives me the best and perfect counsel for every situation and struggle that I have and then He comforts me perfectly with His PEACE that fills my soul. Jesus told me that He has made it His will to help me overcome my flesh and sin everyday by encouraging me and strengthening me with Himself. When JESUS chastises me, His authority comes through in such a beautiful way, when He makes His point clear of a matter He reminds me that He is caring for my soul and His love truly shines through, He remains so gentle and loving in those moments, and that shows me how much He loves me! He knows that I cannot live a minute without Him. He is my strength, He is the one who holds me up! JESUS receives all the glory for every single day that I’ve endured to the end. Seeing His smile and being embraced by His love is an important motivation that keeps me walking on this narrow path, I want to be with my beloved Creator, JESUS, for all of eternity. He is guiding me into His arms, there’s NOTHING to go back to, there’s nothing else that I want more than anything, I just want to continue to be with Him, He is the one who makes my heart beat!!!! Ahhh, Jesus is so wonderful! He desires for every heart to KNOW & LOVE Him. He desires to have an eternal intimacy with you! ♥

I AM serenity

Jesus put this on my heart the other morning to share on facebook and I felt lead to add it on this blog as well. I pray that it reaches a broken heart and gives hope. JESUS IS our hope.

“I’ve created a place for you to go daily, no one can take it away from you IF you’ll seek and love this place with all your heart. That place is Me. My desire is to hold you, comfort you, to give you peace, to be your complete serenity and strength you need. My will is to mold you and shape you into My masterpiece, to begin and to finish a good work within. Cling to Me and let not My word depart. You were with Me in the beginning, I created you from My heart to love you and to be loved by you. I created the galaxies, the sun, the moon, all creatures, flowers, the trees, the clouds, the earth and all it’s beauty for you and Me to enjoy together! There is an eternal gift of life that I’m offering you. I laid down My life as the perfect sacrifice that I may be yours forever, IF you’ll apply My counsel and turn from your wicked life. Take My hand, walk down this narrow path with Me daily, pick up your cross and follow Me, seek Me with your whole heart that you may one day be My beloved, spotless wife. I love you more than you can comprehend, I have so much more to share with you IF you’ll call upon Me to be your friend!” – LOVE JESUS

Little Pilgrim

“Little Pilgrim” By Chuck Girard

Little Pilgrim walking down the road of life
I find that in your heart, you’re just a lonely one
For you see, upon that very road
My search for good and truth had its beginning
You take a little turn to the left
And you see what that path has to offer you
Then you gotta make it back to the main road anyhow
And you have all that lost time to make up for
And it’s a sad thing… to realize
That you’re all alone, that you’re on your own again

Little Pilgrim, walking down the road of life
Can’t you see that there are many others
Who are just like you
I was lookin’ in that same direction
But all I ever found were others
Who were searching just like me
And we didn’t find the way or the answers
To the questions that were buried deep down in our souls
We just found that the ways of men have no answers
Anyhow

Oh, don’t you wonder now
What you’re tryin’ to do
Oh, don’t you wonder now
Where that path is takin’ you

Little Pilgrim, walking down the road of life
I know that deep down in your heart that you are just like me
What you’re seekin’ is a better way
And you’re reachin’ out for temporary resting places
And you’re glad to find a little peace of mind here and there
But it won’t last no, no, cause you’ll have to move along someday
‘Til you’re resting in the arms of the only one who can help you
‘Til you GIVE YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL AND YOUR BODY
AND YOUR MIND AND YOUR LIFE TO THE LORD
And it’s a glad thing to realize
That you’re not alone no more
That you found your way back home
Back home

Fishing with My Father, JESUS

I was laying in bed just pondering my memories with Jesus as a little girl and He showed me why fishing has been a favorite thing to do in my life.  I have always loved fishing since a very young age!! As the sun would set I was reminded that it was time to cast the last cast for the day and to reel in whatever I had on my line, and most of the time it was just my hook but I didn’t mind, I was already planning to go again the next day. I would sit there for hours and enjoy the peace away from the many distractions of the world and I would have all these life questions I’d be thinking about. I would talk to Jesus and ask Him questions and that’s how we spent most of our time together as a lil girl, He’s the one who put the love of fishing within me. It’s awesome to know that God Almighty still enjoys fishing till this very day, we get to fish together daily now!   Jesus is the BEST fisherman. He loves to FISH and He doesn’t stop as the sun sets….He keeps on casting through out the night. Fishing takes JESUS’ LOVE & Patience. He is the best teacher, He knows exactly what type of net to cast (love, words of life, healing and counsel) and when to draw the fish (hearts of people) into Himself. This beautiful miracle happens in His perfect timing. Jesus knows exactly what He’s doing, I love fishing with my Abba!!  He ENJOYS fishing with His children ❤

Originally written on 12/09/12

My GOD is not the haughty spirit, He is the HOLY SPIRIT.

Those who know and love JESUS will speak of HIS LOVE, they will guide others in the way of healing and life. Those who know JESUS will tell others HOW they can overcome their flesh and sin. Those who know and love Jesus have learned how to endure life situations by their own experiences and trials that they themselves endured and were taught by JESUS. Those who know and love JESUS will share all that the LORD has taught them with anyone who will listen. Those who know and love JESUS will become walking vessels of Him, they will weep over souls, they will lay their lives down to freely give Godly counsel, they will lead the lost into the way of life, healing and restoration. Those who know and love JESUS will become HIS hands and HIS feet, they will become PEACEMAKERS and GODLY COUNSELORS who want to see lost souls saved as much as they themselves want to be with JESUS! Always go to Jesus for all things, ask Him who are His, He will tell you IF you sincerely want to know and if you are asking from the right heart motive(s). There are a lot of strangers who claim my GOD, but so truly FEW know and love the true JESUS CHRIST. You will know them by their fruit. Ask Jesus for discernment in all things.

My God is gentle, He is sensitive, He weeps, He is patient, long-suffering, slow to anger, He is true love, He is gentle and kind. THIS IS THE TRUE JESUS CHRIST. He does not call people stupid and He HATES a prideful look and He certainly won’t turn His head away from someone who is wanting to know Him. He is not haughty, rude or selfish. JESUS cares for every soul, He cares for every thing that you struggle with, He is here to HELP YOU, not to condemn you for asking for help. JESUS CHRIST would sit with you at dinner and ask you to tell Him all of your burdens, and He would patiently listen to all that you have to say and then He would give you eternal counsel. JESUS would not shun you for wanting to speak to Him, He would not be ashamed to speak to you in public or become someone else when certain people enter the room, He does not change who HE is. He doesn’t lift His nose in the air and sit with those who feed Him lies of flattery and tells Him what they THINK He wants to hear. JESUS is seeking the hearts that will LOVE Him, the hearts that will be honest and faithful to Him. JESUS is a close friend to the outcasts, HE is not invited to the popular lunch table, He is not invited to sit in the high places of the temples built by man, He does not receive praise from men on the streets of THIS world and He is not invited into their organizations. He is HATED by most. JESUS loves mankind with a real sincere LOVE, and He desires to know you!

If you or someone you know has a temper, there is HOPE of being set FREE!!

Allowing anger and a temper to control you is extremely damaging. When someone has a temper it is because they have a deep pain within that hasn’t been dealt with.  There are many things that are brewing within that person, it can be unforgiveness, anger, bitterness, confusion, pride, the lack of TRUE love, because they have been neglected, abused physically and emotionally, destroyed inside from relationships and families that have broken which cause extreme damage deep within from the lack of understanding on how to receive healing from such damaging and lingering pain.  There are so many reasons as to why people are consumed with anger and why they build walls of “protection” that surround their heart to bottle up their pain and pack it down so deeply inside. Over time it will turn into a raging storm that sits within the heart, it will come to surface and manifest itself when a person is ignited by their lack of willing to communicate with those around them in a cooperative manner.  They become hostile with themselves and those around them.  There are very real demons who will influence a person to cause self-destruction and damage to people and to property during a temper-episode.  I have lived through this kind of tormenting pain, it is VERY real.  A person will be so enraged in that moment as they agree and decide to let out all the anger and emotions to surface that they reach an adrenaline and can experience a black-out of not knowing what’s happening to them. This is because they are being empowered by the very evil forces of hell that they cannot get themselves under control.  Demons are given the spiritual legal right to manifest themselves in this moment and the person will then have an increased strength not having the understanding or judgement as to how much damage they could be causing and that is why they become unaware of what they are doing. That’s not to give an excuse but to give you understanding on what’s going on in the persons mind during that time. It’s extremely dangerous and life threatening when a temper episode is occurring, the person can become suicidal and life threatening to those around them. THERE IS A WAY OUT of this darkness that has imprisoned you for so long, I know because I have escaped it.

The way out is by throwing yourself at the mercy of JESUS, entrusting Him with all of your inner issues and just being REAL with Him about how you are feeling and asking Him to save you from the misery. You can trust that what I say is truth, follow my advise and take the ONLY way out that can save your soul!! Cry out to JESUS, talk to Him daily, don’t ever give up, use persistence and be patient, cry out to Him until He answers you and meets you in spirit. I cried out to JESUS for 3 days!! I was face planted on the floor in desperation for His help, pleading with Him, telling Him how sorry I was for making such a mess of myself and my life and the lives of those around me. I was so determined to get His help, I wasn’t going to stop reaching out to Him till I got an answer. While crying out to Him, pouring my heart out and admitting that I needed His help, HE THEN ANSWERED ME! And He will do the same for you if you seek Him with all of your heart, mind and soul. JESUS will help you out of the pit of darkness and torment, HE will give your soul REST, LIFE and HOPE. THERE IS ONE THING I AM CERTAIN OF MORE THAN ANYTHING, JESUS LOVES YOU AND YOU CAN TRUST HIM! He is not a liar, You can TRUST Him with the matters of your heart, you can TRUST JESUS with your entire life. He will give you a supernatural strength to learn self control, He will teach you about His love, patience, kindness, selflessness, forgiveness, understanding, long-suffering, gentleness and temperance. You can escape your torment THROUGH JESUS, He is the ONLY WAY OUT.